I am taken aback by these jumbled feelings upon the news of Bernard Sr’s death.
Where once I felt numb (or so I thought) tears and sobs prove otherwise.
Happy and sad memories swirl around together creating more curious emotions, and perhaps regret.
How can this be for a man I have not seen since 1989?
I sit and reminisce for a moment thinking of what could have been … and was.
RIP and thank you for Bernard Jr, our wonderful son.
I am sorry you never got the chance to know him, but such is life.